This week we received two returned missionaries in the ward, and hearing them speak in sacrament meeting caused me to think about the miracles happening in my mission every day.
I'm so grateful for all the help I've received in learning to speak the language. There were a lot of times I felt like I'd never manage to speak fluently and connect with members and investigators. I'm grateful for the testimony I've gained of the gospel, the Book of Mormon, and the atonement of Jesus Christ. I'm grateful for my perspective changed by the humble circumstances in which I often find the people here. I'm grateful for the knowledge I now have that this work is not my own. This is the Lord's work, and He is in control of it all. His leaders are called and inspired men and women who are also learning, and like me, are imperfect. I know the Lord doesn't expect us to be perfect. He just wants us to do our best and through His mercy, He will do the rest. I'm grateful for the opportunity I've had to learn to live with many different type of people and to love and serve them unconditionally as Christ would love and serve them. I'm grateful for having received several ``no´´s so that in the future, I could receive a greater ``Yes´´. I'm grateful for the Savior's sacrifice, and the knowledge that he saw and loved me enough to suffer the consequences of my mistakes and free me from an eternal torment.
Serving a mission has literally saved my life. If there was anything I could ask of you ( yes. You. Reading this letter, you.), It would be:
Please pray with your family. Study the scriptures together. Hold a meaningful family home evening each week teaching a principle of the gospel. Work together. Play together. Love them in spite of their flaws and difficulties. Have meaningful conversation at the dinner table. Make your family one of your biggest priorities. I promise if you do these things, you will be protected from danger, and there will be a greater joy in your home. I love you all so much, and I'll see you soon!
Elder Crapo